Well, after the last post we were going up for embryo transfer.
When we got to the clinic we were told that 6 embryos were suitable and one was abnormal. All 6 were of good quality so we have 4 frozen - I call them my snow babies! And they put 2 grade 1 embryos back in transfer - a 9 cell and an 8 cell. That was 10 days ago.
Before and after transfer, I went for Acupuncture which was great and when we got home I slept for a while.
Since then I've been up and down - one mintue certain it's worked and the next uncertain and fearful.
I had a day about 3 days ago where I had bad lower back pain and abdo cramps and thought my period was coming. Yesterday I felt a bit like it too but improved as the day wore on. I've been having heartburn backwards and forwards too the past few days. Alot of my symptoms may be down to the progesterone pessaries I have to use twice daily so it drives you mad wondering. I've also not been sleeping too well and it is catching up with me now I think becuase I feel really tired today.
I've been using a CD by Zita West which has tracks on it for relaxation and visualisation to be used - pre, post transfer and then for the 2 week wait. I've been using it every night and feel it really beneficial.
I got a nice surprise yesterday - I had a call to book a first hypnotherapy appointment from a client and today DH and I have been looking for chairs to put in my office and organising other bits and pieces - I've been so glad of the distraction as I was feeling on the verge of going crazy, lol.
Well, only 3 more sleeps until test day and I'm hoping and praying that everything stays stable until then. I wish we didn't have to wait as long but there's nothing else for it and we are nearly there now.
I'm optimisitic but also scared.