Well, I started to bleed this morning at 11am. I've also got really sore period pains and feel unwell with it.
The bleeding isn't much but I'm not prepared to kid myself any longer. I just keep asking why? What have I ever done to deserve this to happen? It's just not fair.
DH keeps saying that it's nothing and that everything will be ok but why go through a hopeless charade - again like we have been doing for nearly 4 years.
There is one blessing in this - that the GP I saw on Friday had the sense to sign me off. I would have been due at work today. They would have made me carry on with work and given me heaps of attitude.
I feel sorry for my poor dear husband who feels awful but is trying to stay strong for me.
I will post back as and when I know more. I did afterall promise to be honest. This whole process is one of the hardest you will ever go through in your life and one that takes great courage and strength.
Love,
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