Hello again,
I'm still waiting and with every day I'm getting more and more anxious.
2 days ago I started to feel nauseated in the evenings. I am also noticing my breasts increasingly growing and changing. I've been feeling so tired all week too. These symptoms could be down to the pessaries I am using so it's all very confusing for me.
I also do not have any previous experience of pregnancy so that makes it all the more difficult.
Yesterday, I started getting lower abdo period pains - dull cramps with occasional sharp pains. Then last night I felt really unwell and I had alot of pain from my L buttock down my leg to my foot. I tend to get this when I'm due to take a period. I cried so much and so hard last night thinking that this was it.........it might all be over.
Today, I feel tired. No leg pain but dull lower abdo period cramps again. I feel surprising more optimistic and calmer today, more grounded I feel than yesterday. I am however, still really scared. I don't want this to end. I thank god every time I go to the toilet and everything is alright.
I went along for some spiritual healing on Tuesday there and then yesterday, went for Acupuncture. The therapist did a holding treatment which was very relaxing. I also have angel cards which I have consulted every day and I have repeatedly pulled out the same cards which all seem hopeful.
I guess now, we just have to wait and see what fate beings to our door and can only hope and pray that it is what we have been waiting for for so long that arrives for us.
Love,
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